Taken Over by the Fear

I've been a quiet blogger lately.  Partly because I've been out visiting B for the past week and was low on down-time, but also partly because I'm super stressed about what our life will hold post-wedding, and I've been having a hard time putting my fears into words.

As I've mentioned, B is a classical singer and is currently getting his Masters at the University of Michigan.  He will graduate at the end of this month, and I'm incredibly proud of him.  He works so hard at what he does, and he deserves every honor and accolade that comes his way.  The next stage of his career will involve a post-graduate certification for performers, essentially like a finishing program that will prepare him for the performance world, and the screening process has involved auditions at various programs around the country.

Secret Single Behaviors: Do I have to give 'em up?

{Reckon she's got the place to herself for the night?}

Okay - let me start by saying, I'm so unbelievably, incredibly, over the MOON with excitement about being married to B!  Starting our new lives together is something I've been looking forward to for a long, loooooong time.  We're one of those (seemingly) rare engaged couples who have never lived together, let alone gotten to see each other everyday.  In fact, our experience has been like...the complete opposite of that.  We go weeks, and sometimes even months without seeing each other.  So it might sound lame, but the prospect of something as simple as kissing him goodnight every evening makes me positively giddy with excitement.